Shadows within shadows,
The dark within a storm,
Will we see the light again?
When will morning come?

Those we love flee from sight,
Why are they afraid?
I still look like myself,
Just a little different.

I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror,
My eyes have been absorbed by purple ponds,
My canine teeth descend below my lower lip,
All the blood has been removed from my skin,

I understand now, why they flee,
I am no longer alive to them
I am a demon, Satan sent,
I am a blood-sucking parasite.

Never again will I see the sunrise,
Never again will my heart beat,
Never again will I see my daughter’s face
Never again will I be alive

From this day forth,
I am a monster.


Old New Me

I am not who I once was,
That girl is gone for good,
I cannot be that child again,
She would be broken before her end,

I am not who I once was,
But I’m returning to what I used to be,
I’m reuniting with my inner peace,
I’m saying hello to my sanity,

I’m not who I once was,
I’m getting better with each tick of the clock,

I’m not who I once was,
I’m a version of me who can beat the odds,

I am no longer the innocent child of my past,
I’m no longer afraid of the dark,
The years have certainly been a hell of a blast,
I’m reaching the climax of my character arc,

This is me,
The old and the new,
It’s not the end,
But I’ll bid you, adieu!

When will we find it?

When will we find it?

It’s a tricky thing you see,
We strive for something beautiful,
Our future’s under lock and key,

The thing we seek,
Plays hide and seek,
It’s a cunnning little guy,

We seek out peace but,
Never really fight for it,
There is no winner in a war,

When will we find it?
There will be a day,
Hopefully soon,
On which we abandon our weapons on the moon.

No Survivors

So they fall screaming,
Deep into the abyss,
Our warriors won’t hear them,
They believe that nothing is amiss,

Burning of skin, death en masse,
This isn’t the first time,
That was with chambers of gas,
By the guy who wrote Mein Kampf,

We are ruled by the greedy,
Who control us with fear,
Terrified of our shadows,
We demand a strike back,

But who are we fighting?
Who’s really to blame?
Who wins in this battle of cruelty?
Who shall stay on the field?

Nobody wins in a game of war,
Nobody will ever find peace,
For there is always something to fight over,
We begin before we are three.

I fear for the survival of humanity,
All we do is fight,
When will peace ever defeat,
When the ones in power, always cheat.

The Beauty of Writing

The beauty of writing is that no single line is the same even if it is.

Writing isn’t just the words on a page. It’s the subtext and subtle hints that differentiate it from other words. Whilst writing this I mean to inspire you to write and continue writing, even if you get compared to another writer. Every story has been written before but the subtexts and slight alterations to the characters and plots make it brand new each time. So long as you don’t directly plagerize an original manuscript, you can be a brilliant writer.

Don’t compare yourself to anyone else. They cannot be inside your mind or truly inside your world the way you are. Stand by your writing and you will be successful.

Staying Strong

Writing is hard. Anyone who tells you otherwise is either one of the stupid people or they’ve never attempted to write a creative thing in their life.

When we write, we are making ourselves more vulnerable than if we were to strip naked and run down the highway, because not only are we sharing parts of our soul with the world but we are also creating our children for the purpose of judgement. It’s terrifying.

But there are ways to overcome the fear.

  1. Focus on the praise- In the beginning, you are likely to have more haters than fans but if you focus on the positive things they say or do, you will be far happier about releasing your work to the public.
  2. Remember why- Did you want to share your story with the world? If yes, then remember that. If you wanted to be an international bestseller? {Guilty.} Then remember that your first isn’t going to be perfect and it’s not likely to get you there but you can get there. If you persevere.
  3. Build a support network- This doesn’t have to be family and it doesn’t have to be friends. This can be random strangers with the same aspirations as you. For instance, I am a part of an international writing support group called ‘The Write Place’. This is located on Facebook and they are vital to me. Obviously, having people IRL to talk to and rely on is great to but chances are that people won’t support your decision to be a writer.

Those are just a few ways to overcome the fear. If you have any suggestions, please leave a comment.

Writing Powerful Characters

More than fiction

Hey guys,

This topic is written about and covered in multiple blogs but time and again, people continue to write hollow characters. The truth is, your characters need to be people you could see in everyday life- even if they are half goat, half dragon beasts. If they are sentient or can speak, they need to be flawed, breakable and alive.

I will give you a breakdown of what I mean.

  1. Do they have a back story? If the answer to this is anything but yes, then you’ve fallen down a rabbit hole to failure. While you don’t have to have every single year of their birth written down, your character has to have lived a life before the start of your novel, even if they’re only twelve years old.
  2. Are they faulted? No matter how perfect they are to you, if they have no faults or errors, then your audience will not be able to connect with them and thus won’t love them too. Even a minor scratch to their perfect facade would make them more relatable- but I wouldn’t recommend leaving them so godlike.
  3. Do they have redeemable qualities? While they shouldn’t be untouchable and flawless, your characters should still have at least one good quality about them. Even your antagonist should be redeemable. Even if their fate is death, they shouldn’t just be a mass of pure evil, or your audience will struggle to understand them.
  4. Are they one-dimensional? Do they like juggling for the sake of liking it or did they learn the hobby after going to the circus on their seventh birthday? Every fact and stray line in your character profile needs to be there for a reason. Even if your character just wants to do something for the sake of knowing it, state the reason. A multifaceted character will portray as human thus allowing your audience to relate and adore them that much easier.


If you leave your characters one-dimensional, history-less and too perfect or irredeemable, you are going to struggle with conveying believable people to your audience. This can lead to a lack of interest in your manuscript.

Pity me

I did not ask for this life, my love,
I am nothing but a marriage formation,
I exist through the love my parents once shared

It is not my fault I broke your heart
It is not my fault she begged for me,
My love, do not blame me for her seduction

You should have been at work, dear,
Far away from home,
You should never have watched us bone,

Pity me, my darling,
For it is not my fault,
Her skin was fair,
And oh, so pure,
I couldn’t resist her hair

Pity me, my darling wife,
She was the first,
Though I cannot promise she is the last,

I find I’m drawn,
To sex before dawn,
To loving without wedlock,

My dear, I don’t apologise,
You were never enough,

I cannot have just one